Saturday, April 25, 2009

Mom


As you left this city you also left the warmth in my heart.
Thank you for being a good mother. Thank you for being a wonderful and loving grandmother. Thank you for taking care of my son as of your own.
Thank you!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Analysis

My husband asked me not to anthropologize him. It was after I asked him what were the reasons that he watched some kinds of movies, like "boy" type movies where they shoot and smash each other faces and sometimes use rough words.

We all see this world through the only eyes we got.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Something Was Special

That particular Sunday morning had always been sunny and later closer to the noon it would rain. Those were happy spring days when the snow melted and the trees became green. Neighborhood was alive and children ran on the street, popping to each other homes and breaking painted eggs and eating baked sweet breads.

As I look back at it, I find it interesting that we had Easter during the Soviet time. Well, it is a different story if I or any of my friends for that matter knew the reason of the celebration.

I remember I felt shy to respond to "Jesus has risen!" with "Risen indeed!" because I did not understand who or what they were talking about. The word Jesus in Russian was so alien to me. I had no clue of the "risen" part of it either.

Nevertheless, there was something special about that day every year. I was not interested too much in eggs though I liked the sweet bread my mother and later my sister baked.

Couple years later I heard something about Son of God dying and then becoming alive again for the humanity. I did not grasp it too much but something was divine about it, something sacred. And I loved to look in the rainy sky and think of God who, like somebody said, was crying for us.

And now, many years later I say a prayer of thanks to God who brings peace into my life. I do miss the rain and even if God does not cry now, I know He loves us, the humanity.

Jesus has risen indeed!

Tuesday, April 07, 2009


Fame

It was a lovely enjoyable evening with my family. At Fame.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

My Own

Through the dusting off and cleaning I make it my own. I guess that's how the house becomes my home.